A Letter to My Mother Who Was Never There
Dear Mother,
I sit down to write this letter, my heart heavy with a mix of emotions. It’s a letter to a mother who was never there, but who has always been there in my thoughts and dreams. You see, my mother was never physically present in my life, but her absence has left an indelible mark on who I am today.
I remember the days when I would look around my classmates’ homes, seeing the warmth and love that seemed to emanate from every corner. I would watch from the outside, wishing for a similar scene to unfold in my own home. But it never did. Instead, I found myself growing up with an empty space where a mother’s love should have been.
I understand that you had your reasons for not being there, and I’ve tried to be understanding over the years. Perhaps you were going through your own battles, or maybe you were trying to create a better life for me in a different way. Regardless, the pain of your absence has been a constant companion, shaping me into the person I am today.
You see, without you, I learned to rely on myself. I learned to be independent, to stand on my own two feet, and to face life’s challenges with courage. But this independence came at a cost. I often find myself feeling alone, searching for the comfort and guidance that I never received.
I miss the simple things that most people take for granted. I miss the sound of your voice, the feel of your arms around me, and the comfort of knowing that you were there for me. But instead, I have to content myself with the memories we shared, and the stories I’ve pieced together from others’ experiences.
As I grow older, I realize that the absence of a mother’s love doesn’t define me. It has, instead, become a part of me, a testament to my resilience and strength. I’ve learned to love myself unconditionally, to embrace my imperfections, and to celebrate the unique person I’ve become.
So, here’s to you, Mother who was never there. I want to thank you for the lessons you’ve taught me, even if they were learned in the absence of your presence. I hope that one day, you’ll understand the impact you’ve had on my life, and that you’ll find peace in knowing that I’ve grown into a strong, independent woman because of you.
With love and gratitude,
[Your Name]
